my journal.Friday, September 25, 2009Sunday, February 15, 20096:16PM - poseidonI met the cutest boy ever last night and I feel like I could love him forever. Unfortunately he only gave me a card, not even his card, a card for some website that he was promoting. I guess it wasn't mutual. Every time I close my eyes, I think about him. He's so beautiful. sigh. (kill me) Saturday, October 4, 20089:53PM - the endi'm devastated, exhausted, and done with. i've been hung up for too long on someone who has caused me too much sadness. it's the end and i pray that it will finally be the end. it's been over for longer than it even existed. i'm so sad, but i know it's time to let go. good bye. it's the end of you and i. Thursday, January 10, 20088:53PM - girl crushtaylor quan is 20 pts cooler than me. Saturday, August 11, 200712:01PM - whoa babyi woke up scared from my crazy dreams. things do not connect. i was in some sort of apt like dorm and i someone was advising me to tell a boy to be aladdin and i to be his jasmine so while watching aladdin the movie we could get it on (weirddddd) so i thought in my head what a great idea to get some with grant (what?) before anything exciting happens i get distracted mby the rain and see that there are two umbrellas outside of my windows onthe rooftop. the landlady comes in and asks if they are mine. i say no and realise that my windows are wide open and all my clothes by the window are soaking wet. i put them in my laundry hoping there is still free laundry. then im out with some friends and we are on the london tube but not really in london. we get off and i jaywalk across the street and almost get hit by a bus because my feet feel like they are glued to the pavement and the bus does not slow down. we walk around and get majorly lost. i do not know where we are going. adie from ambassadors is with me and so is mike from work and someone else, maybe alana buckner i can not remember. everyone is feeling down and defeated. i give mike a huge hug and then adie (i even give hugs in dreams) then i see melanie kirshenbaum eating dried fruit outside a small parisien-like market right next to where we are sitting. i ask her if she knows a us we can take that will take us to a subway station. she is vague and cryptic. we all get on a bus and the bus driver asks to see my metropass, i search frantically in my wallet. right when i ask him if i can buy one on the bus, i find an extra one i bought yesterday on my way to philly/nj(my dream the night before- so strange) i give him that one, he scratches it like one would do to a day pass in toronto. then we get off the bus. we arrive in some korean fastfood restaurantish place and get confused and lost again. my friends sort of vanish and suddenly 20 korean gang members stomp in and tell everyone to get to the ground. i crouch down and one guy comes to open my fists to make sure i had no weapons. they dont say what they want, but it seems like they were going to kill everyone in the restaurant before they left. i kept shaking and the leader orders someone to give me this huge plate of seafood, with a huge squid on it. he says to me "i heard you like seafood, why don't you eat that" i was poisonous and i knew. i asked to go to the bathroom and they agreed. i wanted to go with a female escort but that was a difficult request. i went alone down the stairs and along the way there were gang members gaurding. i saw man get out of the mens room and asked him to take me to the female one, he took me half way and i realised it was not safe for him so i told him to turn back, once he turned the corner away from me, i think he was shot. i kept going and in the bathroom there were 2 caucasion women. i asked if any one had a cell phone to notify the police. one laughed and said that if i wasn't so cute she would have killed me for that, obviously she was part of the gang. they were everywhere. on my way back upstairs i saw an emergency exit door that led to a ground floor fire escape exit. i went through it and started running down the stairs. i regreted doing so because i heard someone running after me and i was sure it was a sniper and i knew that i could not out run it. i kept running and running and then i woke up. boo. (kill me) Sunday, August 5, 20072:25PM - hello all it is august.at work. being bored and checking lj. a little hungry. starr is going to see sytycd when it tours in toronto. i am jealous. summer weather is wonderful. Current mood:  good(kill me) Wednesday, August 1, 20079:34AM - notschool is going to start in a couple of weeks and i am NOT ready + working the 5-11pm shift and then opening this morning at 645am is NOT fun. (kill me) Sunday, July 29, 20078:30AMthe summer is flying by and so is my life. it is all really sad. and maybe even a little depressing. (kill me) Wednesday, July 25, 2007Monday, July 23, 20079:54PMim bored at work. Current mood:  tiredTuesday, June 26, 20079:56AM - imaloseri hate most of the facebook applications, but im thinking about adding the where have i been one with the world map. ahhhh...decisions. decisions. Current mood:  groggyTuesday, June 12, 20071:31AM - arggggfacebook is getting so damned crowded with it's new application crap stuff. Sunday, June 10, 200712:55PM - washing old dirty dishes is worse than looking at socks with sandalsthis new apt not only comes with a tv and two beds, but i ton of dirty dishes that i do NOT want to wash. i've decided that washing them is worse than having to stare at socks with sandals, perhaps not worse than socks with thong sandals, but close. it's my last week in paris and i am so damn lazy feeling, it might have to do with the fact that im congested, but i should be unlazy and shower and leave the houseeeeeee....ok bye. Current mood:  sickCurrent music: simpsons in french (kill me) Monday, June 4, 20073:28PM - sitting around at my internship...being poor and hungry and sick. i really need to buy groceries cuz i have zero food in my house. Current mood: hungryThursday, May 31, 200711:42AM - if you know skye, you how much she hates packingi have an apt! all for myself. for 2 whole weeks. lol. if anyone is in paris and wants a free place to stay. let me know. im up for having friends. Current mood:  determinedCurrent music: wanted- vanessa carlton Sunday, May 20, 20074:21PMmuseums have been sucking the life outta me. Tuesday, May 8, 200710:15PM - instead of my 20 pg paper i look at pictures of people in pretty clothes.the day i get invited to costume nationals gala, will be the day i join the ranks of helen lee schiffer... Monday, May 7, 20078:40PMfinally bought some much need groceries today. made a yummy salad, a jam sandwich, and ate a pear. now, instead of working on the paper im going to fail, i will attempt to take a nap. so long. Current mood:  sleepySaturday, May 5, 200710:17AM - dossier is my least favourite word right nowdossier. 20 pgs. not going to happen anytime soon. (kill me) Sunday, April 29, 200712:49PM - im addicted the cokeso i started drinking coke and its terrible. last night i got drunk megan and drunk kalina to ask some random people on the pont des arts to give me some coke. (kill me) Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
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